Our sweet baby boy is a year old today!
Happy Birthday Gerhardt!
August 28th, 2011 by Aubri
Just a Wind Storm
August 27th, 2011 by Aubri
I have had a great many days in a row where I can’t tell what I did at the end of the day. I am pretty sure I did something. I didn’t sit down that I can remember. These are the kind of days when my husband tells me that I was being fruitful, even if it doesn’t look productive. A fruit tree doesn’t move things from an in-basket to an out-basket all day. It is not in the business of ticking off boxes on a to-do list. Sometimes the business of being fruitful is standing in the rain, holding on to your branches in a wind storm, or simply providing shade. Every day is not an apple harvest day. Every day is part of a process, part of a journey towards fruit. Your whole life is part of a fruit bearing work, but today was just a wind storm.
In The Trenches
August 24th, 2011 by Aubri
Lily fell asleep laying across my lap yesterday afternoon. She’s been a little under the weather lately so I left her while I fiddled on my laptop. Then I felt it. Hot and wet streaming into my lap. She slept on right while she wet all over me and the couch. And I just sat waiting and waiting (is she still going?!) until she was done and then I kept sitting, soaked, but she was taking such a good nap and she needed rest. I needed to change my pants.
Mothering in the trenches! Still not as nitty gritty as the time I napped with Lily and got a very different surprise right in my hand. But no one needs to know about that do they? Sometimes you just have to laugh at the glamor of it all.
A Good Daddy
August 23rd, 2011 by Aubri




