March 28: “Make much of something small.” from Bounty by Robyn Sarah
I’m a chronic collector of small moments. Moments someone else might not notice or care about. I have a habit of marking them and making much of them. They’re the memories I dig up when I think back on ‘the days when they were little.’ When these days have a way of only feeling like explosion after explosion of tempers, attitudes, fits, fights and nonstop messes I will need to be reminded that there were small moments like this one when a big kid taught a little kid how to shred cheese and only Mama noticed.
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Making Much
Tuesday, April 12th, 2022
Giving Thanks
Monday, December 13th, 2021
November 25: So much has changed in just a year since last Thanksgiving. It’s been a long hard year. I’m sad to remember that last year on Thanksgiving day we announced to the kids that we were having another baby, they were so excited. We learned a few days later that our baby was no longer alive. Very soon after God gave us our dear Rose and we began a journey we could never have prepared for.
I have an overwhelming amount of things for which to be thankful. In the exhaustion of the day to day its been a struggle for me to remember that, to take all the gifts for granted, to even fall into a huge pity party.
Yet, though I do not deserve it, in those times God continues to bless me in countless ways, to give richly and to forgive. I am a beggar at the door of His continuous mercy.
I have no idea who placed those flowers on the graves of my babies, but that’s just one more thing I’m thankful for, their kind gesture. One more little gift from a loving God.
Friday, November 12th, 2021
October 27: The view from where I sit. I’ve got the worst cold and I’m trying to stop thinking about all the dishes I should be washing, the mountain of clothes that needs to be put away and how crazy it’s gonna get here in another hour when all the kids are home from school and the little boys wake up….for these few minutes at least I’m just soaking in the silence and cuddles and documenting it here as proof that yes, these moments do occasionally happen!